it was at that time i swear i lost my mind

[empallin]

i am a fucking moron, i repeatedly insist on proving this to myself. since i can't get it right would some please put me out of my misery. and yours. no i don't want your sympathy or empathy. i just want to do something right for a change. god dammit. medication or no i am still the biggest fucking idiot. and i am really fucking tired of it.