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Does art imitate life or vice versa or both?
mostly art imitates life. sure, evey so often some asswipe does something they saw in a movie or something but that is just stupidity. if the get killed or extremely wounded it just proves darwin right again. life seems to imitate art because we as a species repeat the same behaviours over and over and over again.
Do friends make the best lovers or the other way around &why?
you can buy a lover but not a friend. a friend knows you and wants to know more about you. cares even. a lover only wants your mouth open for a few things. that is why it is so rare for lovers to end up as just friends. and by the same token the reason that it is very likely that friends could end up as lovers at any moment. because of the emotions even bad sex with someone who is a very good friend, as well as a lover, will be more enjoyable than with someone who is just a lover. and it will probably last longer as well.
Who was your first love & how did they affect your life?
uhhhhhhhh. i want to blow off this question but it is a valid one. i am pretty sure that most people know that kelly was my first love. even though we talk so rarely, she knows me better than most people. she can still pull me out of the shit when it comes down to the wire. i owe her my life a hundred times over. i only wish my so's would not be so fearful of her. we are at this point, and going forward, just friends. if you really want to know how to work my buttons in anyway she would be the one to guide you to that knowledge. i am pretty damn sure she would share just to help you out.
Name one happy memory?
when mike and i tried to teach me to ski in the middle of oklahoma city after an an ice storm an snow. i had no idea how to ski and i am not sure if mike knew how or not. didn't matter. it was cold, dark and damp, i had to be out in it somewhere.
Name the most hateful/hurtful thing you've done to a person. Whether it be physical or mental.
i would have to say the whole subway/kyle thing that was previously posted would fit that bill. but it is hard to say. i have hurt a lot of people in ways i never intended, i am not generally a nice person and have a bad memory. all of that combined makes it hard to say. most of my hatefulness actually comes out in writings almost no one sees. the thing with ss was hurtful but then i had my own hurts going on that i was not aware of at the time. the od with jb was maybe more spite than hate but there was definately some hate in there as well. maybe someone close to me can answer this better than i can.
Explain this kitchen fetish thing. Normally a fetish involes something sexual.
this is a trick question of sorts. contrary to what some people think i do like to cook. but it has to be in a kitchen big enough for me to do it. when cooking i also insist on having good tools and the right ones at hand. sure i may only use a fork and a sause pan but i need to have everything else handy in case i decide to make something else or whatever. and i like shiney things. things with a story. i like the way when I am cooking i have to concentrate on that and that alone. keeps my mind off of everything. and you either help as needed or get the fuck out of the kitchen. talk from the doorway. or as you are stirring.
there is something sexual. the say the way to a man's heart is through his stomach. i am nothing special. but if you touch my heart my body reacts in the only way it knows how. i love it when my SO cooks for me. but it is best if i not be around or else i will get in trouble. or very little cooking will get done. i suppose this is part of the reason that i am so used to eating my food cold. maybe it is the mothering thing. maybe it is the smells. maybe it is seeing someone put so much effort and concentration into something. i don't know why it happens but yes it is there.
Why would you want credit from trashy whores?
well little miss 67.248.78.69, that would be because those are the only type of people i know. we are prone to sticking together. that was the knee jerk response, now to the more serious one. i do a lot of things for other people and do not expect credit on a lot of them, embarassing the shit out of myself is not one of those things. in case you have not figured it out, i have horrid stage fright. (OMFG! i am in my underwear) if i am going to give up muy privacy and what have you, i damn well better get credit. even more so in the city i was born in.
"You do not examine legislation in the light of the benefits it will convey if properly administered, but in the light of the wrongs it would do and the harms it would cause if improperly administered." - Lyndon Johnson
end of subject. period
blood in my tears
now back to the plan
it was wrong anyway
blood in my tears
as i release a laugh
just to acknowledge it
blood in my tears
as i smile at you
waiting for another day
for those who have not figured it out, my site is down due to lack of funds. it will eventually come back up and be slightly modified when it does. but first i need to find gainful employment. after i get my proverbial shit together a little more. someone is not doing too well as it turns out.
Does art imitate life or vice versa or both?
mostly art imitates life. sure, evey so often some asswipe does something they saw in a movie or something but that is just stupidity. if the get killed or extremely wounded it just proves darwin right again. life seems to imitate art because we as a species repeat the same behaviours over and over and over again.
Do friends make the best lovers or the other way around &why?
you can buy a lover but not a friend. a friend knows you and wants to know more about you. cares even. a lover only wants your mouth open for a few things. that is why it is so rare for lovers to end up as just friends. and by the same token the reason that it is very likely that friends could end up as lovers at any moment. because of the emotions even bad sex with someone who is a very good friend, as well as a lover, will be more enjoyable than with someone who is just a lover. and it will probably last longer as well.
Who was your first love & how did they affect your life?
uhhhhhhhh. i want to blow off this question but it is a valid one. i am pretty sure that most people know that kelly was my first love. even though we talk so rarely, she knows me better than most people. she can still pull me out of the shit when it comes down to the wire. i owe her my life a hundred times over. i only wish my so's would not be so fearful of her. we are at this point, and going forward, just friends. if you really want to know how to work my buttons in anyway she would be the one to guide you to that knowledge. i am pretty damn sure she would share just to help you out.
Name one happy memory?
when mike and i tried to teach me to ski in the middle of oklahoma city after an an ice storm an snow. i had no idea how to ski and i am not sure if mike knew how or not. didn't matter. it was cold, dark and damp, i had to be out in it somewhere.
Name the most hateful/hurtful thing you've done to a person. Whether it be physical or mental.
i would have to say the whole subway/kyle thing that was previously posted would fit that bill. but it is hard to say. i have hurt a lot of people in ways i never intended, i am not generally a nice person and have a bad memory. all of that combined makes it hard to say. most of my hatefulness actually comes out in writings almost no one sees. the thing with ss was hurtful but then i had my own hurts going on that i was not aware of at the time. the od with jb was maybe more spite than hate but there was definately some hate in there as well. maybe someone close to me can answer this better than i can.
Explain this kitchen fetish thing. Normally a fetish involes something sexual.
this is a trick question of sorts. contrary to what some people think i do like to cook. but it has to be in a kitchen big enough for me to do it. when cooking i also insist on having good tools and the right ones at hand. sure i may only use a fork and a sause pan but i need to have everything else handy in case i decide to make something else or whatever. and i like shiney things. things with a story. i like the way when I am cooking i have to concentrate on that and that alone. keeps my mind off of everything. and you either help as needed or get the fuck out of the kitchen. talk from the doorway. or as you are stirring.
there is something sexual. the say the way to a man's heart is through his stomach. i am nothing special. but if you touch my heart my body reacts in the only way it knows how. i love it when my SO cooks for me. but it is best if i not be around or else i will get in trouble. or very little cooking will get done. i suppose this is part of the reason that i am so used to eating my food cold. maybe it is the mothering thing. maybe it is the smells. maybe it is seeing someone put so much effort and concentration into something. i don't know why it happens but yes it is there.
Why would you want credit from trashy whores?
well little miss 67.248.78.69, that would be because those are the only type of people i know. we are prone to sticking together. that was the knee jerk response, now to the more serious one. i do a lot of things for other people and do not expect credit on a lot of them, embarassing the shit out of myself is not one of those things. in case you have not figured it out, i have horrid stage fright. (OMFG! i am in my underwear) if i am going to give up muy privacy and what have you, i damn well better get credit. even more so in the city i was born in.
"You do not examine legislation in the light of the benefits it will convey if properly administered, but in the light of the wrongs it would do and the harms it would cause if improperly administered." - Lyndon Johnson
end of subject. period
blood in my tears
now back to the plan
it was wrong anyway
blood in my tears
as i release a laugh
just to acknowledge it
blood in my tears
as i smile at you
waiting for another day
for those who have not figured it out, my site is down due to lack of funds. it will eventually come back up and be slightly modified when it does. but first i need to find gainful employment. after i get my proverbial shit together a little more. someone is not doing too well as it turns out.
