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[empallin]

and i repeat...
nothing. what ever. i have no words. there are no answers. dammit. it hurts too much. because i'm a fucking moron. the things you don't know can kill me. it's not getting any better. it does and will get worse. goodbye.

[just printed directions. should be there earlier than expected. closer than expected, too. i'm taking the short cut. i am leaving alone and not coming back.]