empallin | billows of smoke pouring out of him like a firefighter hit by a torpedo

The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America,When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation.We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.--That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness. Prudence, indeed, will dictate that Governments long established should not be changed for light and transient causes; and accordingly all experience hath shewn, that mankind are more disposed to suffer, while evils are sufferable, than to right themselves by abolishing the forms to which they are accustomed. But when a long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future security.--Such has been the patient sufferance of these Colonies; and such is now the necessity which constrains them to alter their former Systems of Government. The history of the present King of Great Britain is a history of repeated injuries and usurpations, all having in direct object the establishment of an absolute Tyranny over these States. To prove this, let Facts be submitted to a candid world.

gaze at the moon until i lose my senses

more varied links from friends and other wierdos

Earth Lights
a really big but pretty picture.

American Music Club and Mark Eitzel Lyrics(somewhat).
have I mentioned how much I hate geocities?

The World Clock - Time Zones
quick answers to a dirty question.

Yahoo! News - Cosmetic Breast Implants Linked to Suicide Risk
yeah I'll bet this took a whole lot of research to figure out.

Wonders of Math - The Game of Life
this is not really a game, but damn fun to play with

Judge duct tapes defendant's mouth
i had never heard about this being done in a court room.

Dude, that's one bullet-riddled Dell
now that is a compaq ad i really want to see

Poor Richard's Groovalicious Page
more free love hippy crap

FrozenSkys.com
no! it can't be true! the horror!

[iSONEWS]
Yay! More free and high quality bondage pics!

There You Go by Johnny Cash
gotta love the man in black

there go i before my face

poll taken from

Jaded Star

Spell your first name backwards - Nilla
The story behind your lj user name - same user name I have been using forever
Are you a lesbian - is that possible?
Where do you live - in a handbasket
4 words that sum you up - he was fuckin harsh
Wallet - black, $5 wally world special
Hairbrush - don't use them
Toothbrush - neon green/grey
Jewelry worn daily - watch and two rings
Pillow cover - which pillow? black/nightmare before christmas/flag/nothing
Blanket - which one again? blue and full of holes/yellow and covered in stuff/little people
Coffee cup - white castle
Tea cup - teaed off?
Glasses - old frames and new lenses
Underwear - mine?
Shoes - chucks and docs
Handbag - lmfao
Favorite top - black t-shirts
Cologne/Perfume - not BO?
CD(s) in stereo right now - nothing right now
Tattoos - got those too
Piercing - never had any. ever.
What you are wearing now - t-shirt, pants and undies
Makeup - uh, no
```WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)```
In my mouth - nothing
In my head - stuf that needs to get done asap
Wishing - everything was already done
After this - store and sleep but probably not in that order
Talking to - no one
Eating - nothing
Person you wish you could see right now - lots of friends
Is next to you - no one at all
Some of your favorite movies - anything done by kevin smith and hal hartley
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - getting all of this done
Something that you are deathly afraid of - not much really
Do you like candles - who doesn't?
Do you like hot wax - is special ways even
Do you like incense - depends on the flavor
Do you like the taste of blood - not really
Do you believe in love - oh yeah
Do you believe in soul mates - i would suppose so
Do you believe in love at first sight - it could happen
Do you believe in Heaven - not really
Do you believe in forgiveness - yes but not forgetting
What do you want done with your body when you die - any usable organs donated then burned to a crisp
Who is your worst enemy - stupid people
If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - a peahen and a peacock
What is the latest you've ever stayed up - uh something like 5 days.
Can you eat with chopsticks - does stabbing the food count?
What are some of your favorite pig out foods - anything that fits into my mouth
What's something that you wish people would understand - uh quantum phycics
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - a lot of people. too many to name even.

i think it's strange you never knew

"I forgot to mention, I have a syringe with twice that capacity (6L instead of 3) in my cube. when the plunger is extended, it is almost six feet long. takes two people to operate. to simulate human breathing. tall, fairly fit men can have a lung capacity of 6 liters without too much problem. the syringe has a heating pad attached to bring it up to 37 degrees and we attach it to a bowl of water to simulate 100% humidity when the plunger is depressed (simulating an exhalation). we don't have to hook that syringe up very often, BTPS correction has been well understood for quite some time so we don't have to test with BTPS correction on most of the equipment we have been using for a while. Not to mention, we have a waveform generator (creates very specific blows to simulate various standards) that blows heated, humidified air. So the syringe is just for emergencies."

if i have to be this lonely i might as well be alone

fifteen lines about one memory [a stolen and then very distorted idea]

aepb was helping his last customer of the day.

jenipher and i were talking on the steps. watching people and enjoying the day while waiting. then she made an odd little noise. so quietly "i love her." i knew who she meant as soon as i looked. some distance away. a coolie couple walking down newbury street. i had heard stories about her. they both looked very strung out. we stared as the passed. not a word was spoken. seemed like we didn't even breathe. seemed like all four of us were moving in slow motion with everything else zooming by around us. then they were gone and so was the mood.

we're out of gas by the sea

WU can kiss my fat white hairy black ass.
thanks to a different Jennifer for trying for half an hour even after i said she had no idea what she was doing. i was wrong.
thanks to here waffle waitress friend Trish for the $20 grant even after I declined.

you're caught in your own story

Cake - Rock'n'Roll Lifestyle
[with my smartass responses]

Well, your CD collection looks shiny and costly.
it does because it is and was. wanna see the records and tapes too?
How much did you pay for your bad Moto Guzi?
would never own one. but we could talk vespa and bmw if you want to talk bikes
And how much did you spend on your black leather jacket?
the first one was a hundred bucks. but i paid nothing for the two i own now
Is it you or your parents in this income tax bracket?
that would be all me. i have been in a higher bracket then one if not both of my parents for a very long time.

Now tickets to concerts and drinking at clubs,
concerts pale when compared to a nice club show
Sometimes for music that you haven't even heard of
that is a big part of the fun, my friend
And how much did you pay for your rock'n'roll t-shirt
probably between 10 and 20 hard earned dollars
That proves you were there,
never felt the need to prove i was anywhere really
That you heard of them first?
never plan that, it just sometimes happens that way

How do you afford your rock'n'roll lifestyle?
How do you afford your rock'n'roll lifestyle?
How do you afford your rock'n'roll lifestyle?
Ah, tell me.
sacrifice, hard work and asking the right questions of the right people

How much did you pay for the chunk of his guitar,
people who pay for stuff like that are dumb
The one he ruthlessly smashed at the end of the show?
and it looks cool but that is kind of dumb too
And how much will he pay for a brand new guitar,
too much unless he is sponsered and that is part of the deal
One which he'll ruthlessly smash at the end of another show?
but the show must go on. up in flames at the very least
And how long will the workers keep building him new ones?
until all music is made by machince
As long as their soda cans are red, white, and blue ones.
mmm almost sounds like a pepsi can to me
And how long will the workers keep building him new ones?
as long as there is underpaid overseas labor?
As long as their soda cans are red, white, and blue ones.
definately sounds like a pepsi can to me

Aging black leather and hospital bills,
must you remind me of this?
Tattoo removal and dozens of pills.
why would i get one that i would regret enough to remove?
Your liver pays dearly now for youthful magic moments,
more like my whole body. as if i even have a liver left
But rock on completely with some brand new components.
and only four more to buy but it all works well enough for now

How do you afford your rock'n'roll lifestyle?
How do you afford your rock'n'roll lifestyle?
How do you afford your rock'n'roll lifestyle?
really big guns

Excess ain't rebellion.
now you tell me this
You're drinking what they're selling.
not if i can help it
Your self-destruction doesn't hurt them.
what does not kill them makes me stronger
Your chaos won't convert them.
but it mighgt confuse them long enough for me to get away
They're so happy to rebuild it.
and charge you more for the cost of fixing it
You'll never really kill it.
but you can still give it a damn good try
Yeah, excess ain't rebellion.
You're drinking what they're selling.
Excess ain't rebellion.
You're drinking,
You're drinking,
You're drinking what they're selling.

you're gonna have to give me more than just a token lick

why can i not have someone who loves me that will buy me a real 35mm camera with lenses and filters? and also a durable 8mm video camera with bonus batteries? not to mention the four components (2-technics 1200's, a cd burner and a bigger and badder mixer) i need that are mentioned above. is that really so much to ask for? yeah, i guess it is.with the right camera i would have been able to make this picture even better. oh well.
alice the camel shows how to properly use a dental dam made out of a latex glove