my journey's just begun and i'm not the only one

[empallin]

##faking it with my poetic license ##

i just can't

i don't want to watch
as you talk to people you knew
trying to decide
who deserves the most attention
i just can't watch
as you fuck the people you knew
trying to decide
who deserves to give you attention

i can't do it
i can't deal with the pain
don't want to talk
or see them together again
i can't do it
i don't think i ever could
don't want to talk
or control the wild spin

everything was fine
until you left me sitting here alone
i think i said
you would be the queen to my king
nothing was fine
until you asked to be left alone
i thought you said
you wanted to here me sing

i can't do it
i can't deal with the pain
don't want to talk
or see them together again
i can't do it
i don't think i ever could
don't want to talk
or control the wild spin

you should know
there is more to it than you think
even if you cared
you would not touch my cold hand
you must know
there is even less than you think
as if you even cared
you could not begin to understand