a smile to hide the fear away oh smear this man across the walls

[empallin]

the little things that you have missed
1] two days of ods
2] checking myself in
3] found my pants but not my keys
4] me being called a stupid motherfucker.
5] words and pictures generated by hospital visit


email i sent my mother during my trip over the edge
i gota a woman i vea, house I have to vactat by the emf beguraur. and there is reason ti cocern, you ever though givin a mentaly ill patiens larg aabout of reeug/ They all suck too except i can;t want or calll
do ont send my posst card. iiit wi take care od thabel all oy. cdhech cleqars, orfer new chech, get atm card amd it's the one righ6 closes to the house. make sense because that is alway thr onr I usse. but they given't gie ,ae a toster, nastartds
i'm dtillslillbut rvralu medicated. and noy hust with foreigh new pwecription drugs. Emcept nnoo bei=ut is deriate ly fir

glow from the lights
if only could see the truth
about the beauty you hold inside
i could remind you all the time everyday
you take it but only to enjoy the ride
you need to see it as complete truth
the beauty you hold inside and out
see the glow from the lights
believe every bit as truth without a doubt

i hear you cry
i hear you cry my name
to wish me well in my travels

i hear you cry my name
to warn me on the Savannah

i hear you cry my name
to remind me to stay true

i hear you cry my name
you always held on to hope

i hear you cry my name
as you welcome me into your arms

there was only hope
when it finally began
after years of waiting
there was only hope

when everything went crazy
after years of holding back
there was only hope


when it was you
after me instead
there was only hope

then with the box closed
after such a simple mistake
there was only hope

and if nothing ever happened
after all the plans got changed
there would still only be hope