permanent damage

[empallin]

maybe i said the wrong thing
it hurt me more than you know
cheap words said in anger
and after all these years
i am still trying to find forgiveness
knowing it will never be found
making up for that the sadness
fighting the disappointment
remembering how proud i was
to finally say what i was thinking
maybe i said the wrong thing
maybe i did even worse
and after all these years
i expect no better of myself
there were no flowers
just ashes in the wind
of the bridges set ablaze