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ok so i assume some of you want to know wtf i am doing so heres the quick list
currently on one med three-ish times a day
possibly related to increase in auditory and visual hallucinations. nothing serious but still present. nothing i havent had to deal with before.
i recently changed my tododo lists from weekish to two day lists. if i get something done and work on at least five a day i am ok with it.
working on script with a friend. i do the plotting. he does the dialog. the devil does the details.
thinking i might start working on music again
maintaining http://www.myspace.com/trekexpo
sorting through stuff and getting rid of a lot of it. making room for things i actually want.
discovering some of the boxes are really funny. bowling pin and government issue rotary phone. yeah! breast implants. yeah! you get the picture. lots of old mail to sort and pillage for goodies and stamps.
the guy on the stamp in the earlier post is heinrich lübke.
the problem with the pull tab in the earlier post is that the tab is not original. i made it out of copper one day because i was hanging out at mass art and had nothing to do with my hands. no i was never an art student of that caliber. yes i know it shows.
i still need stamps made.
this comercial drives me nuts because she mentions "the convenience of selling as is." that was never fucking convenient which is why it was usually given away. really. did you ever pay for a copy?
mentioning it makes me want to here the c-s a goon stikky tape.
need to plant soon. white bell peppers, red sweet coorn, 150 lb water melons, creeping plutonium.
ordered a black 2 karat diamond. next comes a ring mount.
need to finish story but i am putting it off because i know where and how it ends. the trip sucks and only gets worse. i need to bring the two parts together.
i miss my friends here and irl. thats you.
what i really need to do is shut the hell up and post this.

we know youre just a starter but theres no reason for you to quit

would you like to play a game?
this picture is
friend
foe
significant other
someone i dont know

edit: since we have a winner i will explain. this is a picture of me taken c1995. right before i moved to mass. taken at my dads house and i would guess that i know there was a camera because of those horrible march of dimes sunglasses. the back of the picture says 'smile dammit' which isnt going to happen. i dont like having my picture taken and as a rule dont smile in them. never mind the fact that i am about as happy as i am pretty - nil.