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May. 7th, 2007 03:40 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
empallinok so i always figured i would do a movie or some such when the time and mood came. well i think that is now and i am out of fucking tapes. i am working over three in my head that may or may not come to fruit. and there was that other one that i was thinking about doing - talking about doing even - but i unknowingly got talked out of it. that one is beyond my scope and experience. yeah i could do it but there is too much competition in the market and i would sink it because it would push back.
see i have this history of knowing what at about what point things should and could break and then jumping ship before it happens. i really dont want that kind of attention. sure the money would be nice and the work would be fine but dealing with the people is what would kill me. but still i keep trying. and oh i am very trying.
the number of chances i have had to better my situation and such that i have just pissed away out of fear are much too many to count. someday maybe it will happen when i am not paying attention.
wed is national make websites day. ok not officially or anything but it will be for me.
"that is an opinion and if you disagree...you have inferior taste" -lainie
see i have this history of knowing what at about what point things should and could break and then jumping ship before it happens. i really dont want that kind of attention. sure the money would be nice and the work would be fine but dealing with the people is what would kill me. but still i keep trying. and oh i am very trying.
the number of chances i have had to better my situation and such that i have just pissed away out of fear are much too many to count. someday maybe it will happen when i am not paying attention.
wed is national make websites day. ok not officially or anything but it will be for me.
"that is an opinion and if you disagree...you have inferior taste" -lainie
