i sit here locked inside my head remembering everything you said

[empallin]

the good
-got two little black kittens named xev and kai
-went to the bad ass x/rollins band show and ended up with a very funny story to tell
-got a lifetime national parks pass for free
-got a five year fishing licence for $10
-installed a ceiling fan in bedroom

the bad
-one of the dogs (fizzgig) has not been seen since early satuday morning
-got a five year hunting licence at the same time as the fishing one also for $10
-got my moms oil pan changed only to find a blown head gasket.
-missed the tulsa show but still feel it was worth the drive up there
-still havent written the post i need to

the other
-past few days i have been playing with my new account on lostcherry.com
-found a song that i think describes me pretty well...

disappear by nomeansno

nobody has his own place in the back
he keeps it in order a neat little shack
and every day he goes down to the beach
looking for a clam or an oyster to eat
he said im not unhappy there is nothing to fear
im just trying to disappear
its not unusual the future is clear
im just trying to disappear
disappear
disappear
disappear

he said i know what im doing i know who i am
im the number one fan of the invisible man
hes covered in sweat from his head to his toes
but what hes looking for nobody knows
lts not there and its not here he said
im just trying to disappear
disappear
disappear
disappear

nobody stood in the middle of the street
where he drew a chalk outline around his feet
then he smiled and lifted his face to the sky
flapping his arms like he was trying to fly
he said i may not make it to that great beyond
but ill never be found with my feet on the ground
im pretty far gone but im still here
can nobody help me to disappear?
disappear
disappear
disappear

nobody sat on a bench in the park
waiting for the day to turn into the dark
then he waved goodbye to that setting sun
and did a little dance when the day was done
he said the shadows loom it will be night soon
and the stars will shine over a rising moon
i have nothing to lose i have nothing to fear
im just trying to disappear
disappear
disappear
disappear

nobody went for a walk in the rain
i lent him my boots and my walking cane
the cane they found hanging from a tree
but those boots will never walk back to me
hes not far oft but hes nowhere near
thats obvious but its not very clear
nobody talks nobody hears
he said im just trying to disappear
disappear
disappear
disappear