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empallinso i got injected last monday.and basically it stills feels like they left there screw driver in my back. the tv is definately busted. no tv party tonight. debi is definately moving out. they are definately closing down our theatre. i definately need to stop smoking. the internet connection is only working about 10% of the time. so, my life sucks as much as normal. this is to your benifit. it has affected what is left of my mental capabilities. so i am going to share some useless information about me, that no one really needs to know, with the whole world. of course once i come back around i will probably remove this post but it is here for now. and who knows if i will ever come out of it this time. gotta live long enough to do it.
first this one which i am stealing from mama2jude who stole it from....
1- If you went crazy and decided to go on a mass killing spree, what song would you be listening to as you were pumping lead/tearing apart/stabbing your victims?
Queen - Another One Bites The Dust (there could be nothing better for a shooting spree. Read the lyrics and you'll see what i am talking about.
2 - Do you have a song that you can listen to that puts you in a better mood than you were in prior to listening to the song?
any descendents songs but specifically coolidge
3 - What song is your "guilty pleasure"?
Milli Vanilli - Blame It On The Rain. and i am really not kidding here.
4 - Is there a song/songs that made you cry? What was it/were they?
Harry Chapin - Cat's In The Cradle. at like three am because i couldn't sleep. when i was around eight years old.
5 - Name an artist you like that would surprise people who think they know you.
uhhh, beats me. i think those who know me gave up a long time ago. i like all kinds of stuff and they know it. but i thiink some of them are still surprised at what I don't like. how the hell am i supposed to answer this? can i get some help here?
6 - Is there a song you could never get sick of?
Yes a lot of them. most of them. i have a bad habit of putting one song on repeat for hours at a time. annoys the shit out of everyone but me.
7 - Is there a song or band that you won't listen to because of the emotional turmoil that you're reminded of that surrounded you when you did listen to that song or band?
no, but i listen to some just for that. in some ways it helps more than not listening to them. reminds me of things i need to change. for example...
mazzy star - fade into you (JB)
sisters of mercy - this corrosion (TR)
mary lou lord- his indie world (JT)
jesus and mary chain - sometimes always (JB)
mdc - my family's just a little weird (LM)
nine inch nails - ring finger (AW)
husker du - makes no sense at all (CE)
8 - Describe one memory you have (off the top of your head) that surrounds a particular song, which will immediately pop into your head when you hear it, and name the song too.
JT playing _mary lou lord - his indie world_ on a turntable on the table. looking at CE and thinking 'dude, i think she's making fun of us. you at least' and then kinda laughing and actually enjoying the rest of the song because so many of the bands mentioned in that song suck. but you cannot fuck with slant 6 or those goddamn half japanese girls.
9 - Name one CD you regret buying. Or owning.
let me mentally sort through my vast collection. ummm, no. sponge - rotting pinata. and I got it as a promo. twice. and maybe that gene promo.
10 - Last but not least - Slap down lyrics from ONE song that would best describe you and/or your feelings in general (don't take a lot of time to think about it, it can just be how you're feeling right now). Note who it's by, what song, and album.
in 2 seconds....
Ween - Baby Bitch
forn the album Chocolate & Cheese
lyrics from sing 365.com
It's been a while since I've seen you smile
But now you've come back again
Came into the room and you saw my girl
And you asked her how long it's been
"A year" she said and you shook your head
Said "I'm surprised it's gone on that long"
Baby, Baby, Baby Bitch
For words I am at a loss
Baby, Baby, Baby Bitch
I'm better now please fuck off
What else you gonna say when while you're back on your stay
Maybe something, maybe nothing, we'll see
It's just too bad, you're beautiful I guess
I wasn't for you and you weren't for me
Baby, Baby, Baby Bitch
Please slip back into yourself
Baby, Baby, Baby Bitch
Go conquer someone else
People say, "How beautiful, how sweet, how kind"
You're perfect, you've got nothing to hide
But I, for one, have seen the sun
And the bitch that you've locked up inside
Got fat, got angry, started hating myself
Wrote "Birthday Boy" for you babe
Now I'm skinny and sick and paranoid
Without a cent to my name
Baby, Baby, Baby Bitch
Fuck you, you stinkin' ass ho
Most beauty I've seen
you come from a dream
But I can't close my eyes anymore
No, I can't close my eyes anymore
ok now with 23 things you do not know about me...
i care very deeply about my friends and miss them very much. but actually suck as a friend
the back of my neck is the most, uh, "special" part of my body
music has saved my life more times than I choose to count
i drop at tea rose or lavander scents
i more than like red lip stick. but it has to be without a trace of orange or pink
[winamp on random of 7325 tracks just pulled up the above ween song. lmfao]
blueberries are the way through my stomach and put in muffins are really good
pot gives me migraines so i do not smoke pot. (twice in my life.)
i have a thing for red heads and/or dye jobs
i smoke much more than i need to
i accepted my inevitable demise a long time ago
most of my spelling mistakes come form not letting the words get in the way of the idea and that i rarely wear my glasses
i hate spell checking programs because the suck
i have actually been taught very little computer stuff. RIF.
i read very slow because i have to read every word
my heart physically aches from the pain a lot of times
i have too much stuff
of the things i own 90% have a story around then that i could tell
i don't have any friends anywhere near
i miss my family
i cannot say i quit doing zine stuff because i think i will do it again. i try and think it always sucks.
i have very few marketable skills.
i really can't understand why any one would talk to a ugly moron like me
if i do not write something down chances are i will no remember it
oh and here are a couple of really stupid things...
most of the people i know have no idea where I live, what my home address is, or what my phone number is. i admit i am a little paranoid but i do think that is a little too far. i did not give my younger sister my addess until it was less than a week before she was suppose to be here. And now i am actually thinking about making that information public. but well i live in PA and you can fax me at 815.425.3790 is enough for now.
when i read other peoples lj's, I take the 'current music' as a recommendation. if i don't know it, i will look it up. i am always willing to hear something new and this is good since no one really makes recomendations of this type as general rule. it actaully is rare that it is something i do not know, but it does happen. and on that subject how many dead beatles do you think there are?
in other news...i will finish the drive story even though no one posted comments because i did actually receive two other comments by other means. so now you are all so completely fucked.
first this one which i am stealing from mama2jude who stole it from....
1- If you went crazy and decided to go on a mass killing spree, what song would you be listening to as you were pumping lead/tearing apart/stabbing your victims?
Queen - Another One Bites The Dust (there could be nothing better for a shooting spree. Read the lyrics and you'll see what i am talking about.
2 - Do you have a song that you can listen to that puts you in a better mood than you were in prior to listening to the song?
any descendents songs but specifically coolidge
3 - What song is your "guilty pleasure"?
Milli Vanilli - Blame It On The Rain. and i am really not kidding here.
4 - Is there a song/songs that made you cry? What was it/were they?
Harry Chapin - Cat's In The Cradle. at like three am because i couldn't sleep. when i was around eight years old.
5 - Name an artist you like that would surprise people who think they know you.
uhhh, beats me. i think those who know me gave up a long time ago. i like all kinds of stuff and they know it. but i thiink some of them are still surprised at what I don't like. how the hell am i supposed to answer this? can i get some help here?
6 - Is there a song you could never get sick of?
Yes a lot of them. most of them. i have a bad habit of putting one song on repeat for hours at a time. annoys the shit out of everyone but me.
7 - Is there a song or band that you won't listen to because of the emotional turmoil that you're reminded of that surrounded you when you did listen to that song or band?
no, but i listen to some just for that. in some ways it helps more than not listening to them. reminds me of things i need to change. for example...
mazzy star - fade into you (JB)
sisters of mercy - this corrosion (TR)
mary lou lord- his indie world (JT)
jesus and mary chain - sometimes always (JB)
mdc - my family's just a little weird (LM)
nine inch nails - ring finger (AW)
husker du - makes no sense at all (CE)
8 - Describe one memory you have (off the top of your head) that surrounds a particular song, which will immediately pop into your head when you hear it, and name the song too.
JT playing _mary lou lord - his indie world_ on a turntable on the table. looking at CE and thinking 'dude, i think she's making fun of us. you at least' and then kinda laughing and actually enjoying the rest of the song because so many of the bands mentioned in that song suck. but you cannot fuck with slant 6 or those goddamn half japanese girls.
9 - Name one CD you regret buying. Or owning.
let me mentally sort through my vast collection. ummm, no. sponge - rotting pinata. and I got it as a promo. twice. and maybe that gene promo.
10 - Last but not least - Slap down lyrics from ONE song that would best describe you and/or your feelings in general (don't take a lot of time to think about it, it can just be how you're feeling right now). Note who it's by, what song, and album.
in 2 seconds....
Ween - Baby Bitch
forn the album Chocolate & Cheese
lyrics from sing 365.com
It's been a while since I've seen you smile
But now you've come back again
Came into the room and you saw my girl
And you asked her how long it's been
"A year" she said and you shook your head
Said "I'm surprised it's gone on that long"
Baby, Baby, Baby Bitch
For words I am at a loss
Baby, Baby, Baby Bitch
I'm better now please fuck off
What else you gonna say when while you're back on your stay
Maybe something, maybe nothing, we'll see
It's just too bad, you're beautiful I guess
I wasn't for you and you weren't for me
Baby, Baby, Baby Bitch
Please slip back into yourself
Baby, Baby, Baby Bitch
Go conquer someone else
People say, "How beautiful, how sweet, how kind"
You're perfect, you've got nothing to hide
But I, for one, have seen the sun
And the bitch that you've locked up inside
Got fat, got angry, started hating myself
Wrote "Birthday Boy" for you babe
Now I'm skinny and sick and paranoid
Without a cent to my name
Baby, Baby, Baby Bitch
Fuck you, you stinkin' ass ho
Most beauty I've seen
you come from a dream
But I can't close my eyes anymore
No, I can't close my eyes anymore
ok now with 23 things you do not know about me...
i care very deeply about my friends and miss them very much. but actually suck as a friend
the back of my neck is the most, uh, "special" part of my body
music has saved my life more times than I choose to count
i drop at tea rose or lavander scents
i more than like red lip stick. but it has to be without a trace of orange or pink
[winamp on random of 7325 tracks just pulled up the above ween song. lmfao]
blueberries are the way through my stomach and put in muffins are really good
pot gives me migraines so i do not smoke pot. (twice in my life.)
i have a thing for red heads and/or dye jobs
i smoke much more than i need to
i accepted my inevitable demise a long time ago
most of my spelling mistakes come form not letting the words get in the way of the idea and that i rarely wear my glasses
i hate spell checking programs because the suck
i have actually been taught very little computer stuff. RIF.
i read very slow because i have to read every word
my heart physically aches from the pain a lot of times
i have too much stuff
of the things i own 90% have a story around then that i could tell
i don't have any friends anywhere near
i miss my family
i cannot say i quit doing zine stuff because i think i will do it again. i try and think it always sucks.
i have very few marketable skills.
i really can't understand why any one would talk to a ugly moron like me
if i do not write something down chances are i will no remember it
oh and here are a couple of really stupid things...
most of the people i know have no idea where I live, what my home address is, or what my phone number is. i admit i am a little paranoid but i do think that is a little too far. i did not give my younger sister my addess until it was less than a week before she was suppose to be here. And now i am actually thinking about making that information public. but well i live in PA and you can fax me at 815.425.3790 is enough for now.
when i read other peoples lj's, I take the 'current music' as a recommendation. if i don't know it, i will look it up. i am always willing to hear something new and this is good since no one really makes recomendations of this type as general rule. it actaully is rare that it is something i do not know, but it does happen. and on that subject how many dead beatles do you think there are?
in other news...i will finish the drive story even though no one posted comments because i did actually receive two other comments by other means. so now you are all so completely fucked.
