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empallini don't remember a lot and haven't been told alot. i do not know what day it started but i do know that on sunday i greeted three state troopers into my house. those that know the facts can feel free to chime in. i know at least two of you have or can easily get the password to this account, and i am not in the habit of just openly sharing my passwords either. but years of putting up with me have earned you that at least. so please mark any of your clipppings if you choose to take this route. so now lets try to get from point a to b from multiple states and in small painful doses....
i don't remember how it started exactly. just some basics. i had a box in my office that had been collecting old and/or out dated prescriptions. it had maybe 15 bottles with no empties. most only contained what they were marked for. anti-depressants and pain killers. mostly just anti-depreessants. one that hadn't worked or i had lost or had stopped taking. in front of me i had the four scripts that i was suppose to be taking and was taking by the book. figure that one out. figure out where they went too because i do not know and i need them. so i brought this box out to the living room to do some scans of the pills for various ideas and then start tossing.well they sat there until what assume would be friday. then just as if part of my routine i started taking them 5 at a time with a very rare mix of black death. other than that there were no real motivators and that does not seem to be enough of one. i don't know exactly how many of what i took by the end but i know it was a large mixture. i actually fell asleep(?) in the chair. knocking the rest of my drink over as i stood up and to answer the phone. or maybe dial it. for some very screwed reason i was still emailing and calling people. if that is what you choose to call it. what i have seen and heard has absolutely no logic to it. this is probably the point that people started to worry.
i don't remember how it started exactly. just some basics. i had a box in my office that had been collecting old and/or out dated prescriptions. it had maybe 15 bottles with no empties. most only contained what they were marked for. anti-depressants and pain killers. mostly just anti-depreessants. one that hadn't worked or i had lost or had stopped taking. in front of me i had the four scripts that i was suppose to be taking and was taking by the book. figure that one out. figure out where they went too because i do not know and i need them. so i brought this box out to the living room to do some scans of the pills for various ideas and then start tossing.well they sat there until what assume would be friday. then just as if part of my routine i started taking them 5 at a time with a very rare mix of black death. other than that there were no real motivators and that does not seem to be enough of one. i don't know exactly how many of what i took by the end but i know it was a large mixture. i actually fell asleep(?) in the chair. knocking the rest of my drink over as i stood up and to answer the phone. or maybe dial it. for some very screwed reason i was still emailing and calling people. if that is what you choose to call it. what i have seen and heard has absolutely no logic to it. this is probably the point that people started to worry.
