[khg] neat

[empallin]

you think it would be neat
the type of job you would like
perspire
desire
inspire
to do a job that is not a job
just requiring you to be you
that has no application
or exit strategy
the harder you try to escape
the more you are fit for the job
that would be neat
yeah an enjoyable job
heart drenching
hand wringing
gut-wrenching
3am phone calls
unplanned hospital visits
patching holes
in walls and logic
yeah that job
sounds fun
having someone watch your every move
study your every action
perfection
interjection
and bring it all up
in riddle and vague innuendo
at the worst possible time
for the world to see
yeah
fun
fighting all night
over deep and meaningful everythings
words that didnt mean shit
not catching a simple word
in a passing comment
not like the key to everything
neat
like
asking one question
that has a thousand answers
all wrong
having to answer
a thousand questions
that everyone knows have the same answer
then back through it all
again and again
just to weather this storm
yeah that job
sounds
neat