[khg] the angels call

[empallin]

i want to go
just to see the sites
and let the joke
play out
spend the hours
in front of your house
trying to build up nerve
and not being able to
go to all the places
we went together
all the places
we could have gone
all the places
we should have gone
i want to go
to see you
walking down the street
to play in the park
spend the hours
seeing how angels play
trying to build up nerve
just to say hi
right before i have to leave
but i know its wrong
to play that kind of joke
i want to go
just to hear words
echo for weeks in my head
bad memories bouncing around
reminding me
i could have done better
reminding me
i did do better
but its a place
i can never go back to
the punch line
will back fire
with more pain than i could handle