a twinge of pain now a shudder of disgust as i shield my eyes from my own memory

unrelated and imcoplete chunks that should probably be chunked

im living a lie
that i will live that dream
that i always dream
that will be my last
and these delusions of candor
only grow grander

i am happy to know
you are so happy
but i wont be heartbroken
to find out you are

doing more than you should
too smart for your own good
merry meats and happy feats
witch is the finer points

i dont feel sad but then i see you and i see red

Man Arrested In Nightclub Shooting Death

talk about a bad night at the country bar. get drunk get shot get wrecked get dead. i am actually almost surprised they didnt try to pass this off as gang related violence.