sing child of right and wrong gimme things that dont last long

smallish ashes

write what you know
write with your heart
just get the words on paper
if i knew anything
shattered to bits
i cant find the words
and if i had a sholder to cry on
one i could trust
urgents stars bloom
in a frenzied mess
drive it into the ground
and ramble on
can i be sick now
touched torched twisted
be done with it
and then be gone

they remember us livin but they would have loved to seen us dead

they say music can alter moods and talk to you well can it load a gun up for you and cock it too

where are you and im so sorry
i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight
i need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
and as i stared i counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

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the oh johnny! girls
4 aug 2007          10:00 p            mercury lounge w/ the koffin kats         tulsa, oklahoma

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twiddle twaddle

looking and finding
playing and losing
lost in life
wining and whening
and that tired please
that never rang a bell
so it would scream
so it was
all ways first to last
the pane of a heart
lit by stars

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i lost a girl its just as well
she tried to save me from myself
i've still got her on my mind
tossing and turning in my bed
but if she had stayed another week
i would have dragged her down with me
she took it till she'd had enough
is that what i thought love was?
i told her "see you later"
but it's hard to see at all
at the bottom of the barrel
with your back against the wall