we could cruise down robert street all night long but I think I'll just rape you

so, i ended up getting hit pretty hard this weekend and it's still going on. somethings were said that were completely correct. other things that were completely not. some things that hurt as much as you might think. others that hurt more than they should have. i will do a full post that explains this all in detail if i can bring myself to it. but it has been a few days and it's not working so i have to make a choice one way or another. to make things even better Pandy was the only one who, up until the last minutes, had the slightest idea there was something seriously wrong. i still really don't know what it is. it might help me figure it out by writing it out but i am not to sure i really want to. i can't find some phone numbers. have no idea when my next appointment is. i know so litle about what is actually going on in my life. i just want to get it straightened out. and stat. this state of limbo is the thing i hate most. i am getting done even if it kills me. yeah, we should be so lucky.