the city is crowded my friends are away and I'm on my own

that's the proper way to say it
or else you get a spanking

so i am thinking i might make my boston goodbye trip this weekend. i really wanted to go for the wednesday night thing but the voice of reason talked me out of it since i have doctor appointments on thurs and fri. so what i would like to do is go to my thurs appoint and take care of a few small things and then get to bed wicked early. get up friday to hopefully have a phone turned on, play online for a bit on my terms, and then go to my fri appoint. after i finish that i would head straight for bean town. this would put me in the area sometime between 8 and 10 pm. hopefully mama2jude would give up so pest free floor space for me to sleep on. i would sleep in as late as i could on saturday, asuming i am allowed to. then we would all have a nice talk or something before heading aout and about the town. that night i want to go see the show in cambridge. in the time i lived there, i said i would go and neveer did. so i'll take my last chance. after the show i would head over to the hotel to harass any of the staff i knew that are on duty. it would probably be sunrise before i get out of that area. then i would head back to the house of jude at some point that morning. probably couldn't get away without checking in. then off to hunt down cliffy so i can meet this new woman of his. a few hours there and what not. then back to the house of jude. more talk. more sleep. then up monday morning for sesame street with the kid. then i would take off shortly after that. of course this sounds like a plan so the chances of any of actually happening are somewhat rare. if it doesn't happen i'll probably spend the weekend putting the whores in times square to shame. or writing drunken ramblings in my lj. the other problem is that i have not checked with anyone involved to see if they are available for any of this. so what of it? of course it will actually be sometime friday before i have any idea if any of this is going to happen. i have to make a couple of phone calls after my appointment and then i will hopefully be gone like my wind.

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bitch pressing charges?
i get that a lot

now, is someone going to pick something off the list anytime soon or are you waiting for me to actually finish the current story? it's turning out to be more like a book then a story and it's not getting any shorter. also if there is anyone who thinks they can read my jacked up hand writing and can type fast enough, i have a thing that i wrote a long time ago that i would like to put up here. it will be a bit before i can get it to you since it is okc, but i am taking applications now, alice. it's a thing i did on the oklahoma city bombing when i first got to boston. there are a lot of problems with it but i want to include it here anyway. i think cliffy d is the only one that has ever even read it. it's long bitter and stupid. so pretty much like everything else i write. but it's hand written.

and another thing...i am actually thinking i might do a complete history of the zine stuff after i get done with the current one. once it is written, i am going tto put out one last issue and officially call it quits. i will probably include all of the pices that i have lying around for the three times i have started and then backed out, but nothing is deffinate except the end. i just don't have it in me any more and there is a whole new group of kids out there that can do so much better.

and another thing...i am thinking i might just give up on the song quotes thing. too much time and effort in it and so few times does it seem like anyone is playing the game. or i might do like i did for this one and use tv and movie quotes for the segments. it's been swell, but the swelling has gone down. so who's going to try to figure out the three movies, one tv show, and one song quoted or referenced in this post. there is also a bonus one in there. get that one first and you automatically win.

and another thing...not that i am one to keep tabs or anything, but take a look at this. the one on the left, with pooh on her arm, is such a hottie. i'll have to do more searching for pictures of her. i'm telling you, i am speechless. too bad someone like me would never stand a chance with her kind. follow the link in case the pic doesn't show. and you should follow it any way to look at more c9 pictures and stuff.

http://obscura.org/misc/20030425_vegas_c9/pages/20030426139.jpg

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this one comes
from my bratty sister

Subj: so you like quotes?
Date: 4/30/2003 1:27:31 AM Eastern Standard Time

No man means all he says, and yet very few say all they mean, for words are slippery and thought is viscous.
-Henry B. Adams

Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation.
-Oscar Wilde

I have an existential map; it has 'you are here' written all over it.
-Steven Wright

I generally avoid temptation unless I can't resist it.
-Mae West

I have realized that the past and future are real illusions, that they exist in the present, which is what there is and all there is.
-Alan Watts

He's simply got the instinct for being unhappy highly developed.
-H. H. Munro

Lord, grant that I may always desire more than I accomplish.
-Michelangelo

Unquestionably, there is progress. The average American now pays out twice as much in taxes as he formerly got in wages.
-H. L. Mencken

Your grandchildren will likely find it incredible - or even sinful - that you burned up a gallon of gasoline to fetch a pack of cigarettes!
-Dr. Paul MacCready Jr.

Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great.
-Mark Twain

I always wanted to be somebody, but I should have been more specific.
-Lily Tomlin

I wouldn't recommend sex, drugs or insanity for everyone, but they've always worked for me.
-Hunter S. Thompson

"...They have their exits and their entrances..."