i've seen the signs and the looks and pictures that give your game away

I probably should have made this three differant posts but they are here and now so it all goes together.

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I Am No Angel

I an no angel. I have my moments of grace but on the whole I do not believe I am one that you want to be associated with. I do not have many regrets for the things I have done. I would not feel right offering apology for something that is known to be a part of what got me to where I am. Stupid stuff but it got me through hard times. I do have a very few regrets and those few darken all my thoughts. Things I can never forgive mytself for. Things I try so hard to forget but cannot because of the lessons learned. For those things I am more sorry than you could ever imagine. Things that I can never get out of my head. This is not an apology for those things because any apology would not be just. I am no angel but neither are you.

The Scanner Is Back Up

Normally this would be a good thing but it comes just as some old pictures turned back up. Bad timing.
( You want to see exactly how cruel I can be when scanning and posting pictures? )

the passing of time and all of it's crimes is making me sad again

sometimes it is nice to wake up a ghost. A thought. A memory. Something that you thought was long gone. But ends up being so full of excitement it comepletely changes your mind set. A shell of something that was misunderstood. then looking back on it you have to laugh at how funny the situation really was. how so much of it was just misunderstandings and micommunication. a step to the right and a quick glance and it puts it all under a differant light. Sometimes it is nice to be wrong.

in other news...
1] there was a bit added to bowel shaking earthquakes of doubt and remorse 001. Just a few lines but still part of the big picture.

B] Go visit Yodie's blog and tell her she needs to move to LJ soon and also quit smoking pot.

III] someone remind me to build the kitty empire next week