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empallinMy New Years De-evultion Resolution is to actaully make one. There a few things I am working on but I have this thing with promises. I don't make them all that much because I cannot swear that I will stick to my word. So these are some of the things I actually need to do. I realize some of this is slight repeating of previos post but noe it's all in one place.
I need to write more.
I write a lot of stuff, juust not what I think to be writing. My notebooks need to be used more often. Pen and paper draw more and better out of me. Seems more personal and less sterile. More permenant as well. I need to write more letters as well. I could probably improve that by getting back into zine world.
I need to read more books.
I read so much but it's either webpages or magazines. I need to put more time into more books. Maybe even reread acouple that have meant something to me.
I need to get back in school.
I have been saying this for a very long time. I even did it once. But the three credits I earned with get me just about nothing. It always gets messed up when I have it planned out. I have to do it soon before I completely give up on the idea. And actually try at it.
I need to get rid of stuff.
Along with this goes sorting through stuff. I have worked on this off and on but all I have ready to go is a couple of boxes of old computer books. If anybody wants them you are going to have to pay postage. And I did ditch a lot of old magazines. I have been taking newer ones to work. More free subscriptions than I actually read.
I need to smoke less.
Less. I am still not willing to quit. I do not want to. I smoke because I enjoy it but I do need to cut down. I knoow it's not healty but a lot of things I do are not.
I need to be more honest with my friends.
It is not that I lie to them. Just that I do not tell them a whole lot. Which I do consider to be dishonesty. Though I do not intionally do it, I do do it. And I try not to force my very strong opinions on other people.
I need to stay in closer touch with my friends.
Some of them more than others. Some friends just never hear frfom me. Definately got to work on that
I need to finish Exhibit A.
After several name changes and years in the making I need to fet this done. Finally got all the equipment so now it really needs to come to term. A very special project for family and some very special friends. Previously called "Documentation Of Insanity" and "Project Hell". A collection of all my notebooks (except the two current ones), all the videos I have shot, audio tapes recorded at various times, and a few very random thing thrown for fairness. A very expensive undetaking. This goes with the honesty thing.
I need to travel more.
New places and new faces. At last count I had been in 25 of the fifty states. That was two years ago and nothing has changed. Since highschool I have wanted to go to Alaska. Actually I think I would like to live there but I need to visit first. If I drive it and can manage it I would go there and then into California. Never been there and I should at least visit for as much as I rag on it. Never been to Florida either. Down, over and up maybe. Who know but it's got to be something new soon. Anyone want some company?
I need to take better care of myself.
Yeah, before I fall complete apart physically and mentally. Need to actually take all of my meds all of the time. Get some long term issues dealt with. I have got some of it covered, but it's a big hill and I am not even half way back up it.
I need to get more sane.
An even bigger hill. But I am working on it. I just walk a fine line here between being true to myself and mellow zombie land. Too far either way and shit will really go to hell.
I also need to encode more wavs, organize my cd's. link to yodies site. finish reorganizing my sites. finish the album. rock out. get some computer up and running. mail kixxie a kidsafe ps2 game that I do not have means to play. find or encode "check your mail." get all my shit out of storage. do more of what I say I am going to. learn to type better and faster. and in the midst of life I am in debt, etc
I need to write more.
I write a lot of stuff, juust not what I think to be writing. My notebooks need to be used more often. Pen and paper draw more and better out of me. Seems more personal and less sterile. More permenant as well. I need to write more letters as well. I could probably improve that by getting back into zine world.
I need to read more books.
I read so much but it's either webpages or magazines. I need to put more time into more books. Maybe even reread acouple that have meant something to me.
I need to get back in school.
I have been saying this for a very long time. I even did it once. But the three credits I earned with get me just about nothing. It always gets messed up when I have it planned out. I have to do it soon before I completely give up on the idea. And actually try at it.
I need to get rid of stuff.
Along with this goes sorting through stuff. I have worked on this off and on but all I have ready to go is a couple of boxes of old computer books. If anybody wants them you are going to have to pay postage. And I did ditch a lot of old magazines. I have been taking newer ones to work. More free subscriptions than I actually read.
I need to smoke less.
Less. I am still not willing to quit. I do not want to. I smoke because I enjoy it but I do need to cut down. I knoow it's not healty but a lot of things I do are not.
I need to be more honest with my friends.
It is not that I lie to them. Just that I do not tell them a whole lot. Which I do consider to be dishonesty. Though I do not intionally do it, I do do it. And I try not to force my very strong opinions on other people.
I need to stay in closer touch with my friends.
Some of them more than others. Some friends just never hear frfom me. Definately got to work on that
I need to finish Exhibit A.
After several name changes and years in the making I need to fet this done. Finally got all the equipment so now it really needs to come to term. A very special project for family and some very special friends. Previously called "Documentation Of Insanity" and "Project Hell". A collection of all my notebooks (except the two current ones), all the videos I have shot, audio tapes recorded at various times, and a few very random thing thrown for fairness. A very expensive undetaking. This goes with the honesty thing.
I need to travel more.
New places and new faces. At last count I had been in 25 of the fifty states. That was two years ago and nothing has changed. Since highschool I have wanted to go to Alaska. Actually I think I would like to live there but I need to visit first. If I drive it and can manage it I would go there and then into California. Never been there and I should at least visit for as much as I rag on it. Never been to Florida either. Down, over and up maybe. Who know but it's got to be something new soon. Anyone want some company?
I need to take better care of myself.
Yeah, before I fall complete apart physically and mentally. Need to actually take all of my meds all of the time. Get some long term issues dealt with. I have got some of it covered, but it's a big hill and I am not even half way back up it.
I need to get more sane.
An even bigger hill. But I am working on it. I just walk a fine line here between being true to myself and mellow zombie land. Too far either way and shit will really go to hell.
I also need to encode more wavs, organize my cd's. link to yodies site. finish reorganizing my sites. finish the album. rock out. get some computer up and running. mail kixxie a kidsafe ps2 game that I do not have means to play. find or encode "check your mail." get all my shit out of storage. do more of what I say I am going to. learn to type better and faster. and in the midst of life I am in debt, etc
